e.e cummings and the fight for self

e.e cummings and the fight for self

To be nobody but yourself in a world that’s doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight. Never stop fighting. ~~E.E. Cummings

 E. E. Cummings, 1958 by Edward Estlin Cummings...

The words of E.E. Cummings still ring loud and true 50 years after his death in 1962. Cummings was an American poet (essayist, artist, painter, author and playwright) who spent his entire career bravely fighting for self as defined and advised in the quote above.  He spent his life “fighting” many of the dogmas and societal stigmas that “defined” – he was a brave and courageous artist determined to live his unique life and calling to its utmost truth. He set the bar high for artists as he made the continuous decision to keep fighting, to be himself.

The sense of self, and of self-discovery, was with him at an early age. Cummings wrote poems from the age of 8-years-old onward and, while at Harvard, developed into a poet who ignored the traditional use of grammar and syntax in favor of a less common and more dynamic use of language. He also incorporated God, spirituality, and anti-establishment beliefs into his work. Cummings would serve time in a Normandy jail for accused espionage and serve his country in the military while harboring anti-war sentiments. There is a certain yin-yang fluidity to Cummings that is familiar to many artists. He reminds us of the depths and heights within the artist — the sense of riding out storms of change with a loud voice or alternately hiding silently in a quiet room comes to mind. Cummings, an accomplished and enigmatic avant-garde poet and author, became a preeminent 20th century voice that both spoke for and challenged the art of poetry. Or, more specifically, challenged the poet.

Excerpts:

anyone lived in a pretty how town

anyone lived in a pretty how town
(with up so floating many bells down)
spring summer autumn winter
he sang his didn't he danced his did

Women and men(both little and small)
cared for anyone not at all
they sowed their isn't they reaped their same
sun moon stars rain

children guessed(but only a few
and down they forgot as up they grew
autumn winter spring summer)
that noone loved him more by more

my father moved through dooms of love

my father moved through dooms of love 
through sames of am through haves of give, 
singing each morning out of each night 
my father moved through depths of height

this motionless forgetful where 
turned at his glance to shining here; 
that if(so timid air is firm) 
under his eyes would stir and squirm

newly as from unburied which 
floats the first who,his april touch 
drove sleeping selves to swarm their fates 
woke dreamers to their ghostly roots

and should some why completely weep 
my father's fingers brought her sleep:
vainly no smallest voice might cry 
for he could feel the mountains grow.Lifting the valleys of the sea 
my father moved through griefs of joy; 
praising a forehead called the moon 
singing desire into beginjoy was his song and joy so pure 
a heart of star by him could steer 
and pure so now and now so yes 
the wrists of twilight would rejoice

The uncommon voice of e.e. cummings still challenges us to fight for our individual uniqueness – to live our life in an honest, open rebellion to sameness. I encourage all of my readers to spend some time with Cummings, read some more full-length poems, biographies and more at the links below. Allow his style, words, and poetry to challenge you! Who are you?  Are you still fighting?

Stay Away from Reckless People

Stay Away from Reckless People

I start the day
thinking of nothing
in particular. Survival,
another day at the office
to get through — the
daily horoscope
smiles advice,
trembles warnings.
“Stay away
from reckless people – avoid
a mysterious x-love,
avoid daredevils and
those with death wishes.”

I think of you
for the first time
in weeks: lips,
whispered breath,
gentle touch
against my neck,
hands meeting your
warm hard presence
pulling me into memory.

My phone vibrates,
displays your name in bright
translucent green.

I end my day
thinking of mysterious
influences, daredevils, horoscopes,
and the cliff I once jumped from
with spectacular, reckless courage.

~May 2012

 

 

 

watch the rain

watch the rain
Rainy Day 2

Rainy Day 2 (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

 

Manic spells
of pounding heart and
watery, visceral mind
overtake me
on rainy days
as mental molecules
dance, drift apart,
rolling thought
into frozen distances.
I wake
hazy-eyed, breathless –
watch the rain
crawl the window,
plop to the dirt below
and merge with the earth.
Never rain
with you,
only months of sunshine
not a drop of water,
as if nature, too, bowed
to your wishes.
Only those
deadly synaptic storms
in the terrain of mind
signal a bad omen.
I think
of you
less and less
as time passes.

~April 2012

as ending works its bloody saw

as ending works its bloody saw

Last daylight ray of sun
in its final moment
smiles down warm-heat whispers,

flowing zephyr of cooling air
a gentle caress across
the book of your accomplishments.

Then – clouds and bad weather,
unable to salvage one good thing
from the failure-tokens scattered

like candy at your feet by the gods.
(A window to the world of the gods shows
destruction, oblivion, erasure.)

Devastation – the only power able
to break the chain of connection:
feel the dislocation, bone-jarring

grind, convulsive shock, rupturing sinew
as ending works its bloody saw
slides a ragged blade through

tender meat, white bone, crimson pulse.
THIS too will become inconsequential,
as you stumble au courant into tomorrow.

~April 2012

This IS Your Life (take ownership)

This IS Your Life (take ownership)

ANYTHING is possible if you believe in it, right? It’s the “if you believe in it” part that usually trips people up.

Most people want to believe in positive possibilities and that they can accomplish their dreams; but the actual manifestation and consciousness of believing are a stretch. Beliefs are unconscious habits that become integrated into our daily lives when we aren’t watching. In order to change your life, you have to change your habits. A change in habits creates a change in beliefs.

Yes, I realize this is the opposite of what most people will tell you; they say change your thinking to change your world. True, BUT…

You must first address the unconscious thoughts that have become habits that are controlling you throughout the day.

If I’ve always believed that I’m terrible at math, thus studying it less and generally expecting to fail, I will find myself failing math. A self-fulfilling prophecy? My inner, subconscious thoughts create a habit of less attention and less effort, this leads to my belief dictating my reality.

But, what if I tell myself I can master the world of math? I study more for that subject and work harder to understand – asking my teacher for help, working and re-working problems. Well, chances are that my new level of open-mindedness and discipline will create a different habit. This habit is reinforced with the increased competency and good grades. I may not like math, but I will believe I am good at it (whether I like it or not). Another self-fulfilling prophecy. My beliefs are again dictating my reality.

Most of us operate on a given set of basic, unconscious beliefs and habits that are often contrary to our conscious beliefs. We can tell our neighbor how to run his world, fix all his problems, and clean all the skeletons out of his closet.

Yet, as easy as fixing our neighbors and family members is, it is difficult for us to take ownership and exercise control over our one precious life. Why? Have you taken ownership of your one precious life yet?

The Holstee Manifesto

Meet a Company that has taken ownership. Let me introduce you to the Holstee Manifesto ( pictured above) and their concept: Lifestyle Design With a Conscience. This is a Company that started with a simple set of  statements that became a Manifesto.

The Manifesto became an actual manifestation of their new outlook and new habits, turning into a firm set of beliefs that govern their Company and its interaction in the world.

The founders explain their process in the introduction from their website:

 ….the first thing Holstee’s three founders – Mike, Fabian and Dave – did was sit together on the steps of Union Square and write down exactly what was on their minds and the tips of their tongues. It wasn’t about shirts and it wasn’t about their old jobs. It was about what they wanted from life and how to create a company that breathes that passion into the world everyday. It was a reminder of what we live for. The result became known as the Holstee Manifesto.

A message that has since been shared over 500,000 times and viewed over 60 million times online. Years later it is encouraging and inspiring to see how many people the words of The Holstee Manifesto resonate with. Above all else, it has confirmed for us that with genuine positive intentions, anything is possible. (Source: http://shop.holstee.com/pages/about)

I love that the Holstee Manifesto is now a calling-card to awareness and action for many people. And, I love the depth of honesty and purpose captured in the words, “with genuine positive intentions, anything is possible.” This is a group of individuals who know how to take ownership of their lives, careers, and Company. And, not only that, but in a loving and open way, they willingly share their message with the world.

If you’ve never heard of Holstee or if you’d like more information about the Company, its products, and founders, please visit them at http://shop.holstee.com/

Congratulations to the founders and members of the Holstee organization for setting a wonderful example for all of us! And, THANK YOU for sharing the Holstee Manifesto – a beloved reminder to each of us to live forward, owning and exploring our individually beautiful lives.~

Leaving

Leaving
English: Southbound US 41 as seen from the bet...

Down a thin road,
trail, really – once
running away from
the town of my youth.
I travel
the drive
of longing and find
un-repentance
no longer matters. A
small trifle, really,
not the main point
of my journey
down a trail-thin road
you stand
hand on the signpost
intending, wanting
to show me
where to turn, when
did you notice?
My absence
doesn’t bother me
traveling down a thin road
I can’t let you
direct my progress
or regression. I am
moving faster in
the lane of remembering
the story tells itself
backwards into
my old age while
I travel the
goodbyes and forgiveness.
When did I notice?
Your absence
doesn’t bother me
as I run
down a thin road,
trail, really.

~December 2011

Image courtesy of Wikipedia

TED Talks – Ed Boyden: A Light Switch for Neurons

TED Talks – Ed Boyden: A Light Switch for Neurons

In this TED talk, he explains in an understandable way how he inserts channelrhodopsins and other light-sensitive proteins into brain cells and the incredible things he can already do with them, or that he expects to be able to do soon. For example, he shows how he could cure mice of analogs of posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Courtesy of loveforscience’s blog at http://loveforscience.wordpress.com

 TED Talk by Ed Boyden

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Ophidian (Eve’s Lament)

Ophidian (Eve’s Lament)

English: Daisy-floored path between sycamore t...

A too-true image of bliss,
its old haunting smell, and
the past lost days
unroll before me —

Snake,
coiled to strike, laughs
when he remembers
I’ve already been bitten.

Two long-bright-red gashes
glisten and drip
under the moonlight

where we once played
as children
beneath Sycamore trees,
fire-flies dancing
circles in the air –

His teeth quickly entered
soft tissue under warm skin,
blood of life pouring
from a wound that never healed.

Coiled,
to strike again:
a monster from Sunday School –
taught red-eyed and slithering,
foul-beast to avoid – but

every school child knows your part
in the degradation of Eve –
her life changed forever by your smile.

~February 2012

The American Medical System Is The Leading Cause Of Death And Injury In The United States

The American Medical System Is The Leading Cause Of Death And Injury In The United States

Never before have the complete statistics on the multiple causes of iatrogenesis been combined in one paper. Medical science amasses tens of thousands of papers annually—each one a tiny fragment of the whole picture. To look at only one piece and try to understand the benefits and risks is to stand one inch away from an elephant and describe everything about it. You have to pull back to reveal the complete picture, such as we have done here. Each specialty, each division of medicine, keeps their own records and data on morbidity and mortality like pieces of a puzzle. But the numbers and statistics were always hiding in plain sight. We have now completed the painstaking work of reviewing thousands and thousands of studies. Finally putting the puzzle together we came up with some disturbing answers.

http://www.ourcivilisation.com/medicine/usamed.htm for more information.